BLUE..(1 October 2020- 5 Febraury 2021)

"God saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be . So he put his arms around you and whispered , "come to me " . A golden heart stopped beating hard working hands at rest . God broke our hearts to Prove to us he only takes the best. "

In all of the very few blogs I've ever written, I've always dwelled upon the different ongoing social issues . Today, that is just what I can't do. This is on an entirely personal level and a very subtle plane. You guys, to all of you who are reading this with patience and love , I dedicate this blog to BLUE . The 4 month old beautiful soul and now and forever a child of god. He was a beautiful siberian husky pup. Always full of life and colours and energy . The proud progeny of two of the most beautiful dogs in the world- Heer and Simba . His eyes were a sapphire blue when he was born which is already relatable with his name, so beautiful that one could look at them and go on for hours (atleast I could) .... Although he was very young and I didn't get to spend a lot of time with him but he always made me so happy and blissful even when he was not trying to. I was there when he was born , I was there when he opened his eyes , I was there when he and his siblings initially started walking and yet I could be there for so much more . I wish I had spent more of my time with him but it's just all meant to happen as it is I guess. He somehow contacted distemper and trust me when I say this , HE WAS SUCH A FIGHTER !

The doctor said there was no cure for this and then I just had to process that and say my final goodbye , I literally have so much going on in my life right now ... it's such a crucial time amidst everything , this is something I just can't let go of . I don't even know what or how i'm writing to be honest.

BUT, one thing i've learnt is that I will shed no more tears instead I will celebrate him I will embrace him and cherish the tiniest bits of the special memories I have with him. He has made me feel even more special than some people in my life, and he wasn't even trying to and he still has...

He was loved by his parents , He was loved by everyone .

I mean, He's the son of heer afterall, my most lovable princess.... I really do consider her as mine in ways I can't even explain .... no matter what happens in future she will always be a very special and inexplicable part of my heart.

BLUE, I know you're somewhere happier , wherever you are god is with you - You've faced what was there in your karma maybe....and now I just wish your in a better place ....I want you to know , I promise you , you'll always be loved and remembered ....

Imagine what it's like when you are told that someone you love is suffering from a disease that has no treatment . That give up situation where all you can do is pray ,hope ,wish and wait . This is the first and I hope the last time I had to face something like that.

I don't think we face this situation with humans as much as we do with animals. I don't understand why

I want to work for this so much for which I have to become something and for which I have to study no matter what is going on in my life . This brings me to the end of this spontanously written heartfelt blog. The littlest I could do for you 'BLUE'. THERE'S SO MUCH MORE I CAN WRITE ABOUT THIS AND WORDS WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH .THEY JUST WON'T...

This is him incase you don't know.

OM NAMAH SHIVAYA

JAI SHREE KRISHNA

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JAI SHREE KRISHNA

☮️❤️☮️❤️